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Genap.. I'm awake for 24 hours by now.. and God knows that I'm in major agony right now.. Heck, it's a record anyways.. T__T

Alhamdulillah, I'm done with my statistics paper today..eh, yesterday.. :-p The paper was alright, but I do wish that I answered better.. Well, damage done and right now the best thing to do is to pray for the best.. Bismillahitawakkaltualalllah.. In shaa Allah.. 

Okay, I need to catch my sleep now or else I'm going to be paranoid with everything that moves..

Good night and may you'll be blessed with beautiful dream(s).. Amin..

Kedex

Alhamdulillah..

I have submitted all 4 assignments on time.. 

I went to Seminar class this morning and presented my view on sociocultural theory..Well, I almost knew Vygotsky more than my uncle already.. Lol.. Good news is, I do understand more on all these cognitive theories...Sooooo, I could take the best from all these approaches and practice them on my son.. 

I'm sure that I've done lotsa scaffolding method already.. =p

Okay then, I still have huge work loads to do.. For instance, I need to prepare the proposal for my conceptual paper.. Yeah, though it's only 20 pages assignment but I still need to do it on time, isn't it? To make it even sweeter, the submission date for that proposal is due next week! o_O 

Do you believe in luck? 

Well I don't. But I do believe in 'rezeki' and God's blessings.. I just had my quiz for my Statistics paper.. The total marks for the quiz is 15% and will be counted as our carried marks... With these crazy workloads that had been jammed packed since last Friday, basically all that I did was whining while revising my Statistic text book... (so-called revising!)..Allah has blessed me with a miracle. Dr Denise gave us the same exact question from the text book.. and it was THE ONLY question that I've done the night before the quiz took place.. I literally cried when I saw the question.. 15% tu oiii... 

Alhamdulillah..

But there was this annoying incident that happened yesterday. My classmate was so kedex with her knowledge and information about the quiz.. Actually she knows which topic will be asked for the quiz but she just kept it for herself.. Erghhhh...By information I really meant information okay.. I didn't ask her for the answer, instead, I asked her about the Anova's formula and she said she can't recall.. BS!

Huh.. 

Alhamdulillah... Dr Denise came up to me and told me that I can just look at the formula from the book.. In fact, she even wrote the formula on the whiteboard...She said it was only a quiz.. See.. Lecturer pun tak kecoh!Some people are just insensible and would rather sit on people's sorrows and problems and then they watch. Apa apalah labu...whenever I'm stressed, I will count on my blessings. I know that Allah will always help me and He knows how hard it is for me to juggling my life between being a mom, wife, daughter and student..I was trying to be as grateful as I could, despite all this laziness, ungratefulness from the rest, stubbornness, sleepyhead.. :-0

And I realized that I have more and more things to be grateful and thankful for as days goes by. I must  be a positive thinking person. That will make me happier and decrease my stress level. Bottom line is, I really wish that I could improve myself to be a better mom, wife, student and daughter.. All that I need to figure out is, how to get enough strength to pull myself up whenever I feel down?.. Hmmmmmm

Smile, mommy!

Hmmmmm...Huh?

My supervisor pm(ed) me this afternoon.. Asking about my final topic for my seminar paper.. 

The one and only topic that is now lingering in my brain is- Early Childhood Education.. Yeah, it is not really THAT conducive for some people.. I know, but who cares? I should get the chemistry with my project paper, yes? Yeah.. but I still need to narrow it down to more specific title..and that's the main issue.. Hahahaha...

*Cringed*

I am really interested in reading anything beneficial for Harris's education, hence the topic... Well, I wouldn't mind reading all the other articles related to education but my heart felt warmer whenever I'm reading materials that are related to my son.. For example, how flash cards stimulate a child's mind and how colors affect a child's brain... How our voice tone in speaking reflects their interest in speaking, reading and whatnot.. 

Well... 
I believe that we can kill two birds with one stone (with Hercules strength, I bet) .. So yeah

ps: I'm getting bored by staying at home now.. Who wouldn't with Harris' sleeping pattern? He will wake up at 11:30 daily... Convenient at first, but now I felt worn out, ironically... There are days where  I dreamt about becoming a kindergarten's teacher.. I know the salary wouldn't be that much but, I think it will help me with my dissertation paper.. Plus, I could learn the actual way of dealing with toddlers.. A day trip with my students to the zoo..Who would say no to that? (Ramadhan, I know you will..LOL)

Hmmmmm... 

Should I apply or should I not? - Suraya Shakespeare..

Pink calculator night

I think my brain is literally sweating right now..

Alhamdulillah, I did covered z test, standard deviation, and normal distribution tonight..

Started the calculation part and Harris came to me and put his head on my lap.. Okay, the clock 'told' me it was 11:30 pm (put a reminder on my phone earlier) so I took Harris to bed he fell asleep in no time.. 

I was planning to continue working on my statistics assignment after Isya, but look at me, here I am writing on my blog.. Ambitious I am.. Will continue with the assignment tomorrow morning- I hope..

Time flies so fast, yes? In 10 minutes we will be on Wednesday already.. *sigh*

I just hope my weekend arrives fast..Will go back to Johor this Saturday..Hubby will take a bus to KL and then he'll drive us home on Sunday.. Hmmm..Road trip with him.. I always love to do it.. 

ps:Who knows, we might go to PD to show Harris what beach really look like.. He always interpreted roadside's mud as the beach.. Poor baby, he only sees those illustrations on his iPad.. Hahaha..

With Love,

Sue

Today

12:30 am

Believe it or not, I just arrived home from my Academic Writing class.. I had to make a presentation today.. Well everyone should present their findings in discovering literature review.. 5 marks were given for this task.. Well, I've done it so que sera, sera...

This is Nani and Lisa.. Both friends 'founded' from this class... Lisa here is the scorer.. She graduated her Degree TESL with 3.8 CGPA.. Mother of........ (gasping).. So, she's quite popular among the TESL lecturers and that didn't bother me except for the fact that she does look like Taeyeon from SNSD, yeah? Okay, this photo didn't do her any justice.. She's much prettier... 

So yeah... 

Alhamdulillah, presentation in postgrad's level is way much easier than the degree's one.. Less tense and everyone is being supportive.. Some of the audience/students even lip sync to help other students to find the right words! Convenient, isn't it? Well, Lisa took this photo for me.. I do look ridiculous from this angle eh?.... It was a quick presentation btw... So it was so efficient of Lisa to capture my photo... hi hi hi.. But she told me that she can't snap more than 1 photo since my phone's memory was full!.Excuse me?? How come that even possible.. I'm so sure that I've deleted at least 1000 photos of Harris' selca photos.. Ehem... Naah.. No he didn't... Did he? T__T'

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Tettttttttttt..... These are some of the photos.. There are 1.2k photos btw.. T___T

Yeah, he did it again....But at least he captured himself having fun and eating... He even did the documentation that bibik is sleeping lying next to him... Haha..Clever boy.. He kept me posted with his activities while I'm in class.. Well just so you know, he's using iPod right now.. His iPod and my iPhone are  somehow sharing photos using this Photo Stream application.. His photos even transferred into my laptop using iCloud... Haaaaaa... It's much easier to monitor delete his photos in my laptop tho... ctrl a, ctrl c --> Delete! Hmmmmm... but to remove those photos in my phone and his iPod, well that's a different story~!!

Well, today he's totally testing my patience... Scroll down and please witness what he did to our bed sheet!!!.. Homagad Harris... 

I did scold him... 

and he said with that innocent face, 'Mommy, heart!' 

Okay, mommy kalah..Kenapa buat suara lembut tuuuu

;-)

psssst....Can you see the heart? He even tried to color it with red crayon... Arghhhhhhhhh.....

ps: Adoiiii, how to remove his doodles eh? He used Crayola crayon fyi, anyone?

Biarlah

Bulan ni bulan paling cemerlang..seminggu langsung tak ke shopping mall..LANGSUNG!

Mak warded pastu takde mood nak bersuka ria..macam jahatnya kalau aku biar mak sorang2 kat wad pastu aku pg shopping sana sini..

Harris makin cerdik..dah boleh sambung ayat..plus buat mimik muka..adorable! Sekarang ni pandai buat poyo tengok jam kat dinding pastu ajak pergi taman..

"Ma! Kuar!"

Kemudian keluarla ke taman depan rumah..macam biasa buaian konfem rosak..so aku duduk je la kat bangku simen tu..Pastu main jongkang jongkit..seronok ok! Perasan aku ni bawah 12 tahun lak..haha.. Main gelongsor.. Hihi

Alhamdulillah..hikmahnya aku malas kerja dan sambung belajar ialah aku dapat spend masa yang banyak untuk Harris..Insyaallah by the time Master aku siap Harris dah masuk tadika.. Tak lah rasa ralat sangat nanti..

Tadi aku pergi interview dengan Cambridge Kepong..nampak macam okay..entahla..doa doa aje eh! Aku apply sbb position tu sebagai part time English Teacher..PART TIME..tau tau la kelas master aku busy macam mana..tak fair untuk majikan kalau aku buat full time tp petang aje nk mintak excuse pegi kelas..cikgu lain cover kerja aku..memang takla aku nak serah diri kena maki dgn kawan sekerja..Tak berkat..So tu la..aku nak kerja yang flexi.. Yang aku tak kacau hak orang..

Apa apa pun, esok aku nak bawak Harris main kat Taman Tasik Metropolitan..layan orang main layang layang sambil teman anak main kat playground adalah moment paling osem possum!

Ok bai..nak siapkan assignment.. Student kannnn