I need to relax... =i

I am sad.. Our plan didn't work out..

According to the earlier plan, we should be on our way back to Kepong by now.. This is a big deal since I'm so eager to go to Jalan TAR tonight with my best friend Wafi.. Practically, there is nothing on my mind, I'm not planning to buy anything there, it's just that it has become our routine to walk along the crowded area and feel the heat of Lebaran..

Shah broke the news just now, during lunch break..He rushed home with the saddest face on his face. Disappointed.. I knew it even before he utters a word.. I was busy baking cornflakes cookies at that time.. Normally he would hug me from behind and whisper to me how wonderful the cookies' smell even from outside the house.. Hehe.. but today he just sat on the sofa and watch the tv bluntly.. It's like he's looking to the mirror.. I asked him what's wrong and he told me that we are not going to Kepong today..He has more works to do..I'm sure he felt bad since he promised me last Friday that we will going to do iftar together with my family before we head back to Temerloh..

I felt bad for making him feel the guilt.. Bad wife!

Since I took the leave form from the office, I have decided that I'm going to maximize the moment with Shah..You know, cook for him, cheer him up when he reaches home from work and to listen to his stories-the good/bad day he faced for the day.. I love him so much that I personally think that this is the best thing that I could do to him..So that when I'm away he could smile and replay those moments we had during this Ramadhan.. ..

I guess God wants me to spend more time with my husband in this house..I shouldn't feel sad after all..

ps:Ramadhan a.k.a the Singing Pilot...Thanks for your call just now.. =)