Keeping a friend..

Friendship to most of us are like part of the emotional feeder..We need friends to cheer us up and to say nice things to us. To make us feel better..

Went through my best friend's blog earlier and my eyes stop blinking at her old entry..Dated on October 25th back in 2010.. A year after Harris was born.. She posted a video.. I really wish that I could share it with you here in my blog but I cant.. I don't even know how to save the video..Shame on me.. Huhu..

Who knows that a crazy and simple video with a funny slideshow at the end of the clip will make me cried.. Yeah, I cried.. I was so overwhelmed with our friendship and how time has break and mend our relationship both at the same time.. We grew older and not really wiser but I bet God has planned all these for us.. He has His own plan on how to make our friendship gets tougher than last longer than we thought it might last.. :-p

Really glad to have her in my life and thank God that my childishness never kill the friendship..Thank God for making her heart stronger and sweeter than the rest of other homo sapiens.. 

We live our lives like we are in a monkey colony at most times..We quarrel, pull each others hair, sing and even cry together..Hehe..I guess that now our time gets so filled with work and family that we almost forget how to bring our friendship back in our priority's list.. We need to work, we need to spend time with family on weekend and you know other family's commitment.. Friendship is always a choice.. It's either we include our friends in our social circle or not.. 

Canceling a plan is a serious offend in friendship's law that I wish I could avoid doing it after this.. Alia once said that she refused to put hope in making plans with me since I tend to cancel the plans, and then she said that I didn't put any effort in our friendship..I'm sorry cik. Really..Now I understand it..

Anyways, I cant wait to meet her this Thursday.. We really need to start being in our friendship zone again.. Having a family shouldn't be an excuse to murder this friendship we have.. Long live chics!

Sunny Sunday

It's late.I know that already.. But what is early then?

Just finished watching 'Take This Waltz', what a heavy storyline.. Shouldn't watch this..What a great mistake! Arghhh.. The Uptown's DVD seller told me that this is one of the latest hilarious movies..Shouldn't trust him ever again..

Today, well I mean Sunday was one of those tiring days..But it was filled with happiness and love and friends..

Alhamdulillah..

Allahuakbar.. 

 Went to Hanis' Bachelorette Party..She is one of the prettiest faces I've known..Perky and sweet young lady..She's so lucky to have Alia as her sister..To experience loads of good things together.. =)

It has been a while since I had the chance to be around my friends..It's either the timing or the occasion that has been holding me back..I'm so damn happy today that I cant sleep..I'm so happy that Shah is around..Alia is around.Harris was such a good sport today.. I wanted to stay longer but then Shah said that he has to go back to Johor already..He left at 6 and I started to feel all alone again.. 

I hate it.

Cried and smiled. Harris is such a life saver..I dont know how to deal with life without him..He is truly a gift from Allah..The cure and the sugar to my bland life..or jalapeno sometimes..hehe

I'm working on his social skills.. Being the only child (currently), I know that he hates sharing and to be in crowded and loud place..Public place to be exact..Partly it was my fault - for keeping him close to me -ONLY.. So glad watching him exchanging smiles to Iman and Dahlia today.. watching him exhale his breath heavily while watching Dahlia took over his paper cup..and to see him smirked when Iman's using his drinking bottle..These kids will grow up full with their uncles and aunts love..I can see that.. =)

~Kids~

Well I wish I could be a kid again..Free from any problems.. my best friend told me that every dark cloud has a silver lining.. She said that every family has their own problems..Alia.She knew me damn too well that sometimes she scares me..The thing is between me and her, I will totally ignore everything she said, denying her and then my heart will sing her words back to my brain..In the most dramatic melody..Hmm.. Seriously, I knew that God keeps her by my side as my pillar.. My cheerleader. =)

...and for today, I'll just count my blessings and be patient waiting for every good thing to fall back to their places..In sya Allah.. 

ps: Ramadhan is just around the corner.. May Allah bless me with good health to perform my duty to Him..

What...The....

Good evening... Tonight is rather a hot night, isn't it?

Well for me hell yeah it is...

I'm not in good mood today people....

Let me start...

I have a friend.. his name is Ahmad Syakiran Fauzi.. He is my childhood friend.. Hehe..Well, I'm not angry at him...But I used to hate him.. Why? Because he loved liked me.. That awkward 'incident' happened when we were both in our primary school.. We were both in standard 5, I think..Hahaha.. What a terrible memory.. I could still remember the moment when our friends teased us,

'Suraya, Syakiran kirim salam'..

'Suraya, Syakiran suka awak'

....and all that I could do at that time was-----crying like hell~!!  

or... screaming, 'Kita bagitau mak kitaaaaaaa'....

Weak. Very week indeed...

T___T

His father was my mom's colleague.. So we normally went to each other's place for Hari Raya and we met occasionally during 'Jamuan Raya' at our parents office.. I used to cry whenever mak asks me to get ready when his family arrived..Haha.. I was so happy the day we went to our secondary school.. I think he developed his love to someone else.. Whoever she was, thanks darling for saving me~~ Hehehe..

My oh my... We recently meet again through FB.. Guess what? He is a doctor now.. Haha..

Ironically he has been my close friend ever since.. He always there to answer my medical related question without making a big fuss about it.. He is different from my other friends with the Dr title in front of their names.. They often hesitate to answer any of my questions.. Screw them la.. Kedekut ilmu.. It's not like I'm asking them for free medicines..  

Can you just imagine, what will happen if teachers like me act the same way as those stingy doctors? Meet me for 10 minutes and I'll charge you RM30 for my consultation...Then my tuition centre will make even more money.. 1 session is equal to 2 hours...2 hours = 120 minutes...12 x RM30? Yadaaa Yadaaaaaaaaa

Ha?

Mampu?

 Choiiii...

Today

(Check out my new 'Apple Fan'... Cute eh? Apple fan for Apple's fan.. Haha..I'm gedix like dat... =p)

Okay...

Shit just got serious.. 

I think I can't eat anything without considering the calories in it..

I went to have some coffee with my high school friend just now.. Harris refused to join me.. Hmmm..

Me: Harris, mommy wants to go out.. Nak ikut?

AH: Bye mommy bye~

T__T

Okay

Let's move on...

Arliza waited for me at Starbucks Kepong with her cheeky smile and small eyes (kidding) as always..I apologized and she said let's have some drink...

Barista: What do you wanna have Ms?

Me and Arliza: Caramel latte and Iced Caramel Frappuccino! Both tall size~!

Yeah, same drinks as always.. We've known each other since 1999.. That's 13 years~!!! Whoahhhh... We used to share the same pillow and talk about everything.. Arliza, she has the nicest handwriting- ever~!!! Her writing is similar with Arial font.. I swear!! 

Anyway..

She's going to tie the knot soon... So we've been exchanging ideas on the hantaran and when to get them, bla bla bla ..Things she should avoid and whatnot.. Kata orang ada experience.. Hehe..I'm so pleased that she chooses teal as her engagement theme color... Yeayyy~~!!

Arliza..

She is so thin..Tiny little lady.. I swear I can lift her up with my hands at any time.. I think her weight should be around 43-45 kg.. Oiii I'm so jealous.. Her waist is 24 inches tu... bloody hell.... She told me she took light breakfast but eat a lot during lunch and barely eat anything for dinner... I can do that...

I'm gonna start on my strict diet... I'm not gonna die if I eat in smaller portion... Right?

So tonight, I ate a bowl of fresh milk (from a carton) and cereal...  Hunger is subjective, torturing indeed, but we are wise enough to differentiate its outcome. Therefore for whatever it's worth I'm gonna rock my slimmer body soon...(suara serak)

It's a good start eh?

After the coffee session and gossiping about some bitches we have known, (straight face) me and her, we went to find something for Harris.. Well, we went to Popular book store.. Where else la kan... Bought Harris the numbers chart.. Let's Count From 1 - 100.. Yeah, this one should be a tricky one for him.. Last time he was showing off his skill in counting 1 - 20... Hahaha.. I'm gonna be your hero again tonight son.. And you'll be opening you mouth widely, amused by mommy's skill in counting to 100!

I rushed up to my room as soon as I arrived home..There he was, arranging his trucks on the carpet..

*Screaming* 

'Harris look! Mommy bought you a numbers chart! Let's learn numbers!!'

*Unrolling the chart on the floor as Harris watched me excitedly*

Me: Okay Harris, 1, 2, 3......

AH: Ahhh... *He recited all the numbers until 100*

Me: That's it... I'm no longer needed here. 

Sulked. Refused to hang the chart on the wall.Campak 'selotep' jauh jauh.. Took my bath  towel. Crying in the shower.The end.

New project

It was rather a cool and easy day for me...

Today, Harris decided to wake up at 11 am...He said 'Hello mommy' and I knew that today is going to be a good day for me... I was so surprised that I had 15 missed calls on my phone... Luckily it was from my best friend, Amir who has been trying to reach me since 9 am.... 

Pfffttt...

9 am? For a housewife? Are you kidding me?

I read his sms later and he was actually trying to ask me to join him for breakfast... Break whatttt???

I replied, 'Too late for that..Maybe lunch?'

Haha... He didn't reply.. Merajuk la tewwww...

Later mak asked me to join her shopping agenda at JJ belakang rumah.. I was too sleepy I forgot to bring my phone and yeah I was bored there.. 

We waited for mak doing her shopping while me and Harris, we had coffee and warm milk and banana choc muffin to kill the time.. I forgot to bring my phone and I need to take photo to kill the time.. Well this photo was taken with Harris's iPod... I had to wrestle with him before he let me use it okay...

It was taken with an iPod..Hence, the quality was so bad... =(

Actually it was a bad idea to bring Harris inside the JJ's shopping department.. We've tried it before..Complete failure~! He will use his intelligence and try to persuade or 'threat' mak tok dia to buy more toys for him... So, waiting for mak at the coffee shop is making more sense, yes? 

Amir called me again at 3pm and he asked me to have our coffee/gossip/discussion session at Artisan TTDI... And then I said, 

'Well I only have 50 bucks right now, so please...no hanky panky...Or else you've got to pay for the expenses!'

And he said,' Harussssssss'

So the rest is history.. =p

At first we decided to sit outside since we he wants to smoke... So I said whatever dude... 

And then I took out my phone and suggested, 'Hey, you FB profile picture was so old, it 'crawled' into my dream last night and begged to kill it before it commits suicide!'

.... aaaand he took out his sunglasses and start to pose..

T___T

Nasib la you are my best friend... And few minutes later, (well I guessed he felt guilty or whatever) he asked me to pose instead.. Hahaha... Yeah, sure! my pleasure. ... =p

Thank God that he likes it and he said that he's ready for the GLAM magazine....

Like whatttt??? Haha... Whatever dude, you're the boss!

We had coffee and talked and screamed and yelled at each other until we feel bored... So we decided to go back home and take a shower since our bodies smelled like a cigarette butt already..

As we were waving at each other to call it a day he showed me a signal that he was hungry..

Oh man!!

And then I showed him my middle finger and said, ' ****, why are you doing this to me?'

He said, 'It's on me'

Well..If you insist... =p

So yeah, we had late lunch at Zanmai Sushi.. Oh, wrong! It was not lunch, it was a feast ... The bill was so high, we laughed as loud as we can until tears coming out from HIS eyes... Ka-chinggg~!

He asked for the receipt and mumbled, 'Bla bla bla bla...Crazy...bla bla..Monster...Kejiii'

He he he...

But our upcoming project sounded so great... I just wish that everything we drafted on the paper just now will become a reality... Planning is a part of the plan... Hope God will granted our wishes... Amin..

A mask and a friend

Hey, good afternoon everyone..What's so good about Monday ye tak? LOL..

Yesterday was a great day..That I can tell you..Hihi..Started my day with my bestie Ayu for breakfast at 8am..Awesome nasi lemak with paru and gooey egg! But wait, do not shake your head yet.. I didn't  take lunch and dinner yesterday.. Just a cup of coffee during tea time...

I went back home at 10 am..
Harris is still in his dreamland, thank God! So I took my shower and decided to do something with my face.. First, I 'pre-heat' my face using my warm jelly mask and after that I used SKII's essence for 20 minutes.. My heart was literally jumping up and down as I know that my face will glow after I take out the mask.. Yippeeeeiieeeee...

I bought the mask sheet at Daiso for RM5..there are 15 pieces inside the pack.. The price is cheap, and it doesn't matter does it?As long as it can soak the essence and doesn't give me rashes, well I dont mind! Cheapskate la katakan
*Grinning*
But what really matters is, the essence..
Yup, rabak poket but I'm happy..
Happiness is the key of life, yes? :-p

At 3 pm I whatsapp May to get some coffee..She just lost her newborn baby recently..It breaks my heart listening to her story.. Well she has to endure the pain for hours before her baby was born..It was a baby boy, and he was too weak to go under surgery.. The painful moment when she and her husband have to sit there in the same room, watching their precious baby's heartbeats decreasing rapidly..He was only alive for 10 hours..This couple is still trying to live their normal live.. I really wish that they will be blessed with another baby, healthy baby Amin..
Lucky for her, Hijrad is a very loving and supportive husband.. I accidentally saw his eyes got watery when May tells me the story..

Dear God, please let them get over it and be happy again..pleasee..

I have learned so many things yesterday:

*Do not take my husband for granted
*Be thankful for Harris who is healthy and smart.. Alhamdulillah
*Cherish my friendship
*Be a good listener
*Starve for the sake of skinnier body ad flawless face (exaggerating!)

LOL, that's all..

**Dulu masa sekolah we had a wannabe group.. There were 5 of us... Well, I was Geri back then  (bajet sexy) and May was Mel C (bajet athlete) Kui Kui Kui..