It doesn't feel the same..

Today is one of the days that I really feel like letting go of everything and be with my husband.. Okay, I might have wished that before but gimme a break.. I miss my husband dearly.. Uwaaaaaa

Alhamdulillah, Shah has shown some good efforts to win his son's heart.. I had fever last weekend and Shah really did take good care of Harris when I was busy sleeping after taking the medicines.. I'm so relieved that well hopefully my plan to leave Harris with his papa when I attending my UKM classes will be fine..

Harris saw his papa's photo on my phone just now, and guess what? He asked me to bring his papa inside the room..-again

at this point, I do think that my entries are just like the broken records.. They are basically a repetition of a story after another.. sorry! T_T

What I really want in my life is to have emotional stability and a good career..So that my lil boy will look up to me and yeah, be proud of his mommy and papa.. Wanna feed him with happiness and love more than other things in life..

Really.

I meant it..

Mak and I are both okay now..Since she uttered the word 'Sorry' last week, I do think that it wont be right for me to prolong the cold war between us.. Though her words did leave a big scar on my heart but be it.. I just need to adjust the way we communicate after this.. To just hush my mouth when I know my words will be used against me someday.. Need to take care of myself now.. Precaution they said.. =)

Brought Harris for a little walk this morning..Blew bubbles for him again, but funny..It doesn't feel the same without his papa around-watching Harris' footsteps.. I personally think that I'm getting more dependent on Shah now.. Who doesn't want to be loved but their spouse, right?

Okay, I'm late for my tutoring class now.. Take care now you guys.. =)