We human need to know what to prioritize and when to chop off all the strings attached to our limbs.By strings, I mean all those aral yang melintang.. Hmmmm..Damn you aral!
I'm quit happy with my life right now but heck I do feel this slot of emptiness in my soul.. Perfectly round shape of hole.. Sometimes I envy those who can share a place called home with their spouse..
You know, like almost all normal families are... :-/
Emotionally, I would say that I'm doing alright.. Well most of the time.. but.it's just..thing could and should be better than this..Praying so hard that everything will fall beautifully as planned.
In shaa Allah..
I know that he's trying as much as I do here.. Struggling alone there without the support he needed the most.. Marriage takes more than sex and love.. It takes togetherness for God sake..It's healthier that way, to have both physical and emotional contact with the spouse.. To cuddle when you are sad, to laugh at your son's poop shape..(lol)
Sorry that I'm a bit moody today..I just miss him so much.. Damn!
Anyways,
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Be nice and wise.. =)