My everything

O Allah..

Semoga umur mak panjang..Lebih panjang than my life pun takpe..

Semoga mak happy, after all that she had done for me...

Seriously, I think mak always treat me like her lil angel.. Always find her way to keep me happy, yeah mak, anything that makes you smile will make me smile too.. 

I think she overheard me complaining about my phone.. The battery wasn't as though as it was before.. So, I cried while staring at my phone.. 

Clueless, mak sat next to me and asked me, 'Apsal? Period pain?'..

Haha..Nice guess mak.. So I told her about my phone..Plus I've been eyeing on SGN2 for quite sometimes.. She asked me to keep my money and do not simply spend it on gadget(s)..

Well me, what I did was, continuing my sulking mode with my phone..

She asked me, if she ever wanna change her phone, which model should she select?

I guess you can already guess which model I chose for her, right?

Surprise surprise..

I went to the phone shop with her and yeah, she bought me my dream phone.. Alhamdulillah..

Actually, I'm both happy and sad at the same time.. At this age, I really wish that I'm the one who will buy things for mak...and keeping her healthy and happy.. Yeah, I feel weak.. I am weak..Financially.. 

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I don't know how to put this in words..This feeling.

Really wish that I could buy mak anything she likes.. in fact I wish God will protect her more that He'll protect me..To keep mak safe in everything she does.. I love my mak so much that sometimes I dream of sacrificing myself for her.Literally..You know, like cutting queue in God's death list..I don't know how to live without mak and I don't want to live without mak.. She's everything to me and yet the closest person to me.. 

Okay, this is a bad idea.

I need to stop writing now.. Good night peeps.. ;-)