Where's my Kleenex?

Whenever life gets hard and induces it's melancholic phase to my brain, I would just simply blamed and judged myself.. Like what the f is going on right now? Why do I feel so suffocated at times?

But guess what? God has His own way to help me getting over this feeling.. Whenever I think that life is unfair, and sad.. Harris, he will be the cure for everything.. He is so perfect, so gentle..His gestures show me how much he's deeply in love with me.. The pure love for his mom.. The hope and the faith he has for me, as his mother.. The biq question is, do I deserve him? God must have blessed me with this cute living son who is always there to put back the missing smile on my face..

So head up now Suraya... Embrace life..Both yours and his.. =)