No one would understand how hard it is to live in a different town with your spouse.. Well I really wish that our situation isnt as hard as I feel right now..
Some people told me that I'm being selfish by leaving my husband alone in Johor while I pursuit my dream here in KL.. Well, as I said before, not all will understand our situation..
The thing is, I need my Master. Well I obviously can apply for teaching vacancies using my 5 years in teaching experience, but then I just couldnt. I need to feel more confident before I can start doing anything related to educating people.. By confident, I mean secured. Okay, I shouldnt care about other people's opinion, as long as my husband allows me to further my study, I'm all set..
Alhamdulillah..
Thanks husband for keeps on video calling our son every night.. I think that he knows you are around, even when we were being separated by the laptop screen.. Well, that and the sweet 200 KM away..
*sigh*
*sigh*
Seriously, I just cant wait to finish my study and to prove it to you b, that all of these tears will be paid off soon.. I felt that there is a tiny hole in my heart now..
The consequence would be, well.. a very abnormal heartbeats..
Screw you heart!
Ya Allah so sweetnye korg. One thing dat I wanted is dat kinda interaction wit my dad. But who cares I alredi grow up haha.
ReplyDeleteSu, biaqpi pa dorg nk habaq, u r the mover n shaker of ur world nt them. Sacrifice do pay off and definitely it will for u. Hidup siti nurhaliza haha
Thanks Ramadhan.. Hidup Siti jugak! Hehe
Deletetu video ape eh *curious* :)
ReplyDeleteShah berlakon jadi police la, baboon la..haha apa2 je la aktiviti diorg tu..dapatla akubuat kerja jap kalau shah layan anak dia..even dr jauh.. ;-)
DeleteNi Skype..Kau tanya tu ke Bear?
DeleteHi Suraya:) Hold on there:):)Surely berbaloi all the pengorbanan..as for what people said..let it be ,let it be;);)
ReplyDeleteTq Kak Zu.. Harris is my pillar, Alhamdulillah.. =)
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