Honest Housewives

Hehe.. 

*cough* 

The title, cliche enough?

Okay, now the boredom is testing it's power against me.. Blimey!

I feel kinda stuck. I've been at home for 2 months in a row now and I think a job would lift my spirits a bit... But if I went to work I would feel worse because I'd have to let Harris been raised by my maid (again!)when I'm off to work! 

Note: I used to leave Harris with my maid when I went to school for a year and he said, 'bobok' for sleep and that's enough.. 

I don't wanna blame anyone but yeah, it's my fault after all..For leaving Harris with her where I know the fact that she just sat in front of the couch and watched Indonesian Sinetron while letting Harris plays by himself all the time while I'm busy at school~!!!  

pffffttt! pfffffttt!

*inhale...exhale*

Look, I'm not gonna finish my study for at least another year. I want to work again.. I don't mind working as a barista while waiting for my Master to finish. But Shah said no about the idea. He said, "Why would you stay outside and make coffees for other people when you can play and teach Harris words and numbers. I gave you enough money, didn't I?"

But, it's not about the money. He will never understand me.. But then as I look into my son's eyes, the happiness he shows when I'm around and how excited he is when we learn and play together-that moment is priceless! 

Fuck. Ok. Shopping can wait.

I know that I need to wait until my son goes to school so that I'll have a better chance of getting a proper job without worrying every hour about him... but thats 4 years away!

Anyways,

Ilyana and I, we were both housewives. The only difference is- she's a superwoman with 3 kids already.. Amazing.. I always complaining about how much energy does Harris has? Where did that energy comes from? ... And can you imagine living with 3 kids? Whoah... I may pengsan the whole day..

So yeah, I always ask her about everything.. Recipe, children's behavior, husband FAQ (hehe) and well everything..

The other day I told he that I am worried about my skin condition. That I have pigmentation all over my nose and cheeks.. So she asked me to show my bare skin to her.. I did and so was her.. Hehe.. She was so brave to upload the photo on her Instagram... Pfffttt.... Crazy! Well I didn't.. So to be fair, I'll post our photos here on my blog.. Hah!

Almost identical kan? The eye bags and of course pigmentation~!!! Damn you pigmentation~!!

You know what, I googled the natural ways to reduce or eliminate pigmentation on our skins..

The sweet  Lemon

Use once a dayThis one’s just as easy.  Squeeze a bit of lemon juice onto either a cotton pad or bud and dab on the age spot(s).  Don’t use more than once a day and wash the lemon juice off after 10 mins or so.

 Read here to find out more.. ----> PIGmentation, begone!

ps: Il, sorry that I posted your photo without permission..HUHU.. =p